Rebuilding Year (4 of Diamonds)
from DECK: DIAMONDS
Credits
Ryan H. Walsh - Synths, Samples
Joseph Marrett - Bass
Nicholas Ward - Electric Guitar
Ryan Connelly - Drums, Percussion
David Michael Curry - Viola
With:
Ezra Furman - Lead Vocals
Lyrics
Sometimes I stay up all night
Sometimes I'm in bed before ten
Sometimes I'm not really sure
If it's ever gonna end
Caught you at the carnival
Cotton candy in your hand
Swore we'd never speak again
So like where does that stand?
What are you doing here?
Watch my cool just disappear
You'll have to pardon my appearance
Cuz it's a re-building year
Well Ravi moved to Iowa
I lived with Gary till he married Nance
What's it even matter though?
I see no ring on your hand
I put mine in a deposit box
Tried to forget that I was happy once
Then I stopped getting haircuts
Then I stopped giving any fucks
What are you doing here?
Watch my cool just disappear
You'll have to pardon my appearance
Cuz it's a re-building year
And what's his name can go fuck himself
I froze his name in a wishing well
Trying to get better, dear
Trying not to disappear
Don't wanna live in a nightmare
I'm just trying to get out of here,
I'm just trying to make it through the year
Well it's a rebuilding year
And it's neither here nor there
Trying to climb back to zero
Cuz it's a rebuilding year