Rebuilding Year (4 of Diamonds)

from DECK: DIAMONDS

Credits

Ryan H. Walsh - Synths, Samples
Joseph Marrett - Bass
Nicholas Ward - Electric Guitar
Ryan Connelly - Drums, Percussion
David Michael Curry - Viola

With:
Ezra Furman - Lead Vocals

Lyrics

Sometimes I stay up all night
Sometimes I'm in bed before ten
Sometimes I'm not really sure
If it's ever gonna end

Caught you at the carnival
Cotton candy in your hand
Swore we'd never speak again
So like where does that stand?

What are you doing here?
Watch my cool just disappear
You'll have to pardon my appearance
Cuz it's a re-building year

Well Ravi moved to Iowa
I lived with Gary till he married Nance
What's it even matter though?
I see no ring on your hand

I put mine in a deposit box
Tried to forget that I was happy once
Then I stopped getting haircuts
Then I stopped giving any fucks

What are you doing here?
Watch my cool just disappear
You'll have to pardon my appearance
Cuz it's a re-building year

And what's his name can go fuck himself
I froze his name in a wishing well
Trying to get better, dear
Trying not to disappear

Don't wanna live in a nightmare
I'm just trying to get out of here,
I'm just trying to make it through the year

Well it's a rebuilding year
And it's neither here nor there
Trying to climb back to zero
Cuz it's a rebuilding year